As I wake in the morning and start my day, ready for the journey that is ahead of me my heart thumps in anticipation of how I will react to certain individuals or certain situations. Will I allow my emotions to get the best of me? Will I show my emotions on my sleeve? Will I allow my emotions to take control of my actions? I step back, breathe deep and remember that I am strong and I am focused with a mission to make a difference for myself and my family. Everything I do I do with a purpose.
I close my eyes and see my family staring at me with their big beautiful smiles. I hear them tell me how much they love me. I feel their hugs and their kisses and I know everything I do I do with a purpose.
Emotions cannot get the best of me. I will however use the emotions I carry for my family to make me go into every situation strong and confident. I have set my goals for myself and my family and that has to be my focus. Emotions cannot get the best of me because everything I do I do with a purpose.
Let’s not be mistaken - I am dedicated, I am loyal, I am prideful and I am confident! My self-confidence has grown to new levels over the last few years and I refuse to go backwards! Again, everything I do I do with a purpose.
I wear my emotions on my sleeve because I am passionate about everything I do. I have dreams and I aspire to continue to grow as a person. I am a role model to my children. They need to see and understand what I stand for. I cannot simply preach to them about what I want to see from them and expect from them, I must show them through my actions. Remember, everything I do I do with a purpose.
If I seem to be too high on myself, too self-confident or too prideful…that really is not my problem and I will not apologize for it. However, I will be humble. I will be graceful. I will be open to hear other’s advice. Just know, my children, my family is my priority. So, if you want to share your life lessons with me please don’t waste your time if you have not been supportive and there for me and mine through the good and the bad times. When I say supportive, I mean someone who has not done something for me expecting something in return. I want to continue to surround myself with those that have always accepted me for who I am. Not talked about me behind my back like high school children. Been there when I needed someone to cry to, someone I could share my sometimes irrational thoughts with, someone who does not mind telling me the truth and not what I want to hear, even if that means I am going to cry like a young child that dropped their ice cream cone. Remember, everything I do I do with a purpose.
Everything I do I do for my children. Everything I do I do for my family. I will not repeat the same mistakes I have made before. I have cried endless tears. I have held my smile deep within my soul. I have learned and grown from tragedy and triumph. I am at a place where the tears have finally stopped running down my cheeks or back within my heart broken body because I could not show my sadness to the world. Make-up alone could not cover the sadness. My sadness was obvious to those that truly cared for me because the sadness showed right through me. My eyes showed my sadness. NOW, my smile has risen from deep within and shines bright through my pretty smile and through my beautiful brown eyes. I am on a new level of happiness and what a feeling! Everything I do I do with a purpose!
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