Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Today's post is me releasing the thoughts and emotions in my head....It is what it is....

Intensity rising, heart pumping, adrenaline running throughout my body in full force.

My heart is pumping, sweat is dripping, out of control.

I am in full swing.

Full swing to get the ball rolling, 

Full swing to reach that next goal, 

Full swing to reach my greatest potential.

No one can tell me anything.

I know all of the answers,

I know what makes my heart pump stronger,

I know what takes me to the next level.

I think I know it all.

Yes, I know I know it all.

I know what I feel deep within my soul, deep within my bones.

I ache just wondering what awaits me.

I ache knowing I have not reached my full potential.

No one can tell me anything.  I am too far gone.

I am on another playing field.

Are you with me or are you against me?

Are you in support of my next conquest?

I want to reach that next level of success.

I want to feel the success throughout my body.

I am hyped.

I am overjoyed.

I am happy with where I am today.

I might feel differently tomorrow, but today,. I am hyped, I am overjoyed, I am happy with where I am today.

Each day I wake and remind myself, "it could be worse."

However, it is only as bad as you make it.

You are the only one that determines your happiness.  You cannot allow others to determine your happiness.  Your sadness only feeds off of the hatred from others that do not seek that next level of happiness.  Are you going to allow others to bring you down?  Or, are you going to feed off of the joy and happiness from those that want to live in happiness, in peace?

Today, you decide the life you want to live.

Today, you decide if your life is worth living.

Do not allow others to decide the path that you must take, because they cannot determine your happiness.

Only you, only you can make the decision to live life to the fullest.

Only you can walk the path of happiness.

Only you can decide what makes you happy and decide you are at peace with where you are, what you are and where you want to be in the future.

Your days are numbered. Do not allow your days on this earth to be decided on by those that are not on the same path of happiness and inner-peace.

Live each day as if it was your last.  Love, smile, laugh. 

Shine brightly and leave your mark. 

Your destiny is not decided upon.  Your destiny is one that you have chosen.  Choose the path you will follow and choose the footprints that you will leave on this earth as they will be cherished forever as you are a star in the night, shining so brightly for all to see.

Hyped, excited, overjoyed and at peace for what and who I am today.

All my sins forgiven, on the road to bigger and better things. 

Accepting of all my sins.  Accepting of my past and accepting of letting go of the past.

Damn, this is so much harder than everyone thinks.

Stop labeling.

Stop assuming.

Stop telling me I am strong.

Accept me for who I am.

Accept me for my sins.

Accept me for the person I am, as I am fighting everyday, every hour, every minute.

I am strong, I will be strong and I will continue to be strong.

Accept me for my failures.  Accept me for my successes.

If you are here for me, be here for me without judgement.

Love me for who I am and accept me for who I am.

All of my insecurities, all of my failures and flaws.

Love me for me and I will love back as much as I can, 100% of who I am with nothing else but love, life and laughter.

Accept and love.

That is all I have.

Nothing more,

Nothing less!

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