The light burns my eyes,
I cannot open them,
I am paralyzed,
I am paralyzed to life,
I cannot face life,
I cannot face my life,
The light burns my eyes and I cannot open them because I am paralyzed
to life and paralyzed facing life as I see it at this moment.
My heart races,
It races a hundred beats a minute,
I can’t catch my breath,
It feels as if the world has swallowed me whole,
I can’t catch my breath,
I can’t face my life,
My heart races, beats a hundred beats a minute, I can’t
catch my breath because it feels as if the world has swallowed me whole, I can’t
catch my breath as I face my life as I see it at this moment.
I take a deep breath and I begin my much needed meditation.
As I take each breath, I remember my purpose, I remember
where my strength has come from, I remember I am my only enemy because I have
someone that looks upon me and guides me through the trials and tribulations of
life.
I remember that I am the only one that could want more for
myself, more than anyone else wants for me.
I remember that I am a force to be reckoned with because I
am the warrior that stands strong. I am
the warrior that fights for the fighter within.
I must, I will fight for redemption.
I must, I will fight for inner peace.
Hold me tight, whisper in my ear, tell me I am loved, tell
me I am needed, tell me I am the only one that can ultimately fight for my own
survival.
The light burns my eyes and I cannot open them because I am paralyzed
to life and paralyzed facing life as I see it at this moment.
My heart races, beats a hundred beats a minute, I can’t
catch my breath because it feels as if the world has swallowed me whole, I can’t
catch my breath as I face my life as I see it at this moment.
As I take each breath, I remember my purpose, I remember
where my strength has come from, I remember I am my only enemy because I have
someone that looks upon me and guides me through the trials and tribulations of
life.
Today I am weak, tomorrow I awaken a strong warrior, a
warrior that simply needed rest, needed to be rejuvenated, one that needed to
understand self-worth.
I am somebody, I am worthy, I am me, with all my faults, I
am somebody.
Accept me for who I am, pass no judgment as you know not what
I have endured.
Accept my imperfections, share in my sorrow, rejoice as I
reclaim my life!
I am who I am because of what I have endured.
I am who I am because I have allowed myself to be who I am,
no judgment, just acceptance that I am who I am because I am human, I have
failure, I have successes, but at the end, I am me.
Love me, love me for all of my imperfections, love me for all
of my successes, don’t try to pass judgment, simply understand I have endured
more than I am due and I am tired, I am so tired.
Accept me for who I am, no less, no more.
I have and I am okay with who I am.
I have and I am okay with where I am.
I have and I have decided if you can’t accept me for who I
am today, you are not worthy of who I will be tomorrow!
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