10/21/2015 @ 11:41 PM (Wednesday)
Today, I start a new journey. A journey of self-healing. A journey that is allowing me to get a re-start on life, a positive, healthy life that will allow me to once again experience happiness.
People might say to me, "What makes this time any different?"
For one thing, the chance to work on myself without interference from daily life pressures, the opportunity to delve deep down within my heart and soul to re-learn who I am. The opportunity to give 100% to my healing and recovery.
I am ready to reclaim myself and really take control of my mental and physical health.
I am tired of being afraid, afraid of my own shadow, the sounds from outside while I am safe in my own home, and even when I am out in public, surrounded by my own family and friends.
I want to learn to trust people again. Not everyone, have the ability or use my gut and intuition to trust myself, listen to my instincts, when I meet people.
I have lost the ability to trust myself when it comes to trusting people. I don't trust most people anymore.
Today, tonight, I trust and at least believe this journey will provide me with the tools I need and the chance to have a positive, healthy, and productive life.
I have to at least believe that. I have to take it day by day, down to the seconds.
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